Kisses, C

Not Because I Say Believe......

2011-12-01T07:29:00.001-08:00

Good Morning all I am taking a bold step and posting this myself :0 This is from my current diary: it is only part when we work our way up to this "BIG Black Journal" I am sure someone will post it in it's entirety. But for today.....this is all I can release.

Date December 1, 2011
Good Morning Dad........

.........Please guide me in your wisdom and discernment; to lead, set the pace, initiate action and be a good steward with the priorities of time, finances, mergers and knowledge. Keep all your truths before me. Write them on my heart, wrap them on my wrist, cloak me in your presence, enliven my very soul by marrying it with your holy spirit; so that nothing is missing or broken.
You are Lord God Almighty and you alone are High and Mighty. You alone deliver, rescue and save. You alone know all things and you alone create all things. You alone set things in their eternal place. And you alone have the right to avenge for your cause.

So cause all these things to be - for it is your perfect and good will with the heart of Christ. I ask to perceive all things for His glory and your name sake. I charge heaven demanding your will in harmony with your power to BE. Come My Lord Jesus come - Rise up church and meet your King! Open your mouths to praise Hosanna - the one who forever reigns!

Be light, be peace, be a shelter for only in Him does all stand. Our time is the time of the Father. And this day is the One to demand. The future depends on our vision. The sight comes from His mighty right hand. The answers we seek are for living, for death has no power or sting.

Clang the symbols, raise the laughter - let the noise capture their attention. Let them watch, as away we travel down the road. Let them follow till His truth they perceive. Do not hesitate to be silly. Believe all is sound within the King. For He knows each time and every moment; He will never waste one simple thing There are seasons we must travel; there are fruits we are yet to know. There are signs we will ponder and remember. Our minds shift as the miracles start to flow.

Be ye peaceable people; raise your hands but not toward a foe. Open your hearts to the Love and the laughter; for unto Him all things we will know.

This day have rest: flow in the Spirit. Rise up and seek my face in all ways. My voice will never alarm you. My touch will heal all fears you know. Be with me Now, this moment, and forever. You are my Delight - I cherish your soul. Bound in the beauty of the spiritual union; wrapped in the Father his Love covers our flesh, makes us whole.

Yes, Love is the skin and the shelter. It covers our body from the Head to our toes. Our heart now will beat in unity. The blood in the veins in mighty and pure. Think only my thoughts for they are so Holy. By perceiving them all others are repaired. Now ther is truth where once only knowledge. Now there is peace where evil dug deep. Now we are yoked together forever; bound by this Love so no dart enters our soul.

Casted far away is the past disposition. In perfect harmony our countenance stands. You are my crown jewel and my treasure; made to do more than take charge of my words. You are my mate created for marriage. As those created were the lesser of things. In them I delighted but found no good pleasure; I desired beauty and an eternal Love: generations to populate my kindgom, a body, a people, a family, a home.

These are the things I beg you to tell them. Ask them to believe because I say it's true. Do not lean on your own understanding: your mind, I created to have and to hold. You are my bride in you I find glory. I washed you clean as an offering to the Lord. Be bound to me as you let loose the world.

Give us this day for I made it holy. Purposed for them to hear and to percieve. While I was with them I planned and planted: the fruit is abounding, the harvest at hand. All is for you - my body. Now ready the feast of the bride will be quiet the event. Light all the lanterns keep them all burning. Gather my children to be embraced when I come. These days are not equal they change with great speed. My will you will know as you fall to your knees. Be still and safe till you hear my voice calling. "My love, I'm home rise up and you'll see". My arms are open, I'm here to surround you. Together forever - Thats the most glorious thing!

Savor these thoughts for they will trully fill you. The hunger you feel will be nourished by all. I am the ONE, I am real and I'm calling.....

"Oh Bride be ready for I AM coming home!"

My your ears hear what the spirit of the Lord says - For it is Today!
With Love
Kisses,
C

What Will You Give.....the Father?

2011-11-23T06:00:00.001-08:00

Dairy: Little Black Book
Pages: 3 - 6

Written in a thin tip black marker, her writing is very succinct:

Father, I give you my calendar, my finances, my heart and mind - my family, my gifts. I raise it all to you, please prioritize it. Put me where you want me, to do YOUR will. Help me understand what you need me to do and where you need me to be.

Father, help me to do what YOU want with courage, no matter how insignificant it may seem to me or others. Thank you, Jesus, for loving us when we are so useless on our own. Thank you for loving us enough to give your pure perfect love, your life for us that do not deserve such a gift. Thank you for always believing in us.

Father I love speaking with people, seeing their light and trying to help them see their light. What ever that is, it always feels so wonderful. How am I to help others with this? Why do I feel the energy, the difference of light and dark? How do you let me see things so clearly. Simple. Why do we stand in your way? Why do we hold ourselves "down"? Why are (while) you trying so hard to lift us "up"?

You are marvelous how you work with our daily lives. When I was talking with Chuck about children obeying. You made it very clear to me that our experiences with our kids is a direct relation to us being respectful and obedient to you -if we can follow your safety rules for a wonderful life. It is no different than when we try to explain the rules we lay down to our children (you blessed us with). When we feel pushed away, betrayed, frustrated that they won't listen in order to have a better life / planning for the future. It is NO different from what you want for us.

How marvelous you are; how wise you are Father.
I praise you in Jesus name - Amen.

We have free will and just as there are consequences for our disobedience on earth, we have to display the same consequences in order for our children to learn. The lesson is always out of love and desire for growth in our children.

This is directly from God! As it states in Romans: all things work together for the Glory of God (only for those he has foreknown. We have choices. He sent his beloved son as yet another example we could "see" ~ to understand what we go through and for what reasons. Jesus went through ALL and MUCH MORE of the evil we face. He is her with us. He is our "support buddy". We also have the Holy Spirit to help us react the same way Jesus did when the devil stands before us.

If we could just "stop" and "ask" Jesus to help us out and give us the strength, wisdom and courage to do what He would do. We can have the same power over the devil. Like it says in Hebrews 2:18: Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted.....AMEN!

The Little Black Book

2011-11-22T12:19:00.001-08:00

Little Black Book

Oddly enough it is a little black book which startes off all our intimate diary entries. It is very nondiscript, black leather which probably used to have a leather strip which bound it. The interior cover is utilized for statements of importance it appears. Yet with her own whimsical touch, penned in a sparkly rose gel ink:

Mission Statement 2 Peter 3

The day of the Lord
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Aug 13, 04

At the inner binding, to the top right corner of the cover she has written:

"He who has an ear, let him hear what the spirit says"

Along the edge it has referenced Daniel 12 (end of times)

The lower portion of this page is dedicated to Hebrews 10: 38, 39:
I am living by faith, I will not shrink back, so He may be pleased with me!
I am not one of those who shrinks back and are destroyed.
But of those who believe and are saved.
Amen

The adjoining cover page must have been written at a later time. The writing instrument is now black ball point which continues onto the preseeding 3 small squares of paper:

Father, thank you for insight, wisdom, patients and grace. I pray for the strength and courage to do YOUR will and the wisdom and selflessness to understand which I am doing. Help me to not be a stumbling block to others. To let your love be seen, felt and heard so others do not feel they are being judged and can open up to let YOU help them.

I'm sorry for when I set bad examples; I pray you will bless me with the insight to learn and repair any damage I may have caused others and myself. Help me to always show love, mercy, encouragement and strength through you in all I deal with daily. Help me to not focus on tomorrow but do well and work for you minute to minute - hour to hour - day to day - Only to glorify YOU!

In your precious son's name Jesus Christ I pray
Father - Amen

cover to page 2

Just BE

2011-11-21T17:42:00.001-08:00

We felt the best place to open up within the journals was on her entry June 02, 2007. After this point we will be starting from the very beginning.

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June 2, 2007

Good Morning Father,

Christ be with me, in Spirit - abide in my presence, my family. Teach me of today; let the ear and eyes of my heart be attentive. Lavish me with the wisdom of "The Way to Life" so that I may be a better tool, blessing to bring you full glory. Today allow me to be pleasing to you in all ways as the gift I desire to bring to you. It is all I have to offer with my deepest, most honest, most passionate efforts to give you your hearts desire my Lord God Almighty.

Speak to me, run over and through me to come back into you complete. I love you; freely I come. Land me in the peace of your palm to carry out your essence.

Be Glorified Today
and Always
With Love,
Candy

My dear just be
you are so dear to me
keep sharing our love
I will keep you full

You rain drops of mercy everywhere you go
I know the pain
I carry it home
You are healed
no wound remains

Your freedom was costly
but so much was gained
You know not the price
The guilt you could not bare
That is why it is a gift
The price only I know
The life is for your enjoyment
I receive as I watch
loving arms coming together
embracing all I Love

Understanding is so important
teach them what you know
They'll grow up in unison
expanding what they know
That my dear is the secret garden
That reaches the 4 corners of your earth
The multiplicity of the essence
The pattern of the Great I Am
reproduction is simply a mirror
The reflection in totality ME

Thank you Father
In you totally, completely, full form I trust
Let your will be complete
For Today, which will create your tomorrow to fulfill your eternity
I love you always in All Ways

Kisses,
C~

Write our conversations ~ call the composition Kisses C-
open it with your work you started with a Story to Be Told ~ It is your journey with me.

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God has said again it is time. He wants me to bind the words He has written for others to grow through them; to bind those words, our experiences, the journey and blend it with their own individual journey through which they will etch, seal, experience what His meaning of living is.

I do not know what He means totally, but then I do not need to know. The only think I need to know is Christ and how much I love Him and how much They / He loves me. The rest is betwenn them and you.

I pray mercy and grace over you. I pray that you truly sit with us and eat every morsel before you. It will taste sweet but it will tourn sour in your stomache.

I never got that before, but when I think about those before us that God made this statement, or messengers of God spoke it, I am visualizing a person regurgitating the content back into a new moment after it has been digested and the force or mementum I equate to a passionate force.

I think He wants us to experience Him, Share Him, Let Him love on us; each and every one - Just because He is our DAD.

These are precious moments I've lived; the good, the bad and the ugly. Some turbulent times, some peaceful times and some exuberant times.

I am not a writer as I have stated previously. I am just another sojourner on a quest. I am only putting it out here to share because He told me to.

I know He will find the success He needs to reach whoever wants to know Him. If it was only 1 person - I am happy to know He now is with you and we too will be together for eternity.

Who ever you are, talk, sing, share and Love - Not because your perfect at it; but because you can - for Him.

With Love and
Kisses,
C~